I'm a new grad, four months off orientation, and I still sit in my car before every shift trying to talk myself into going inside. Tonight I had to ask the same question twice and the nurse I asked just sighed. Didn't even say anything mean. Just sighed. And I spent the next three hours convinced everyone thinks I shouldn't be here.
Everyone keeps saying it gets better at the one year mark. But nobody tells you what you're supposed to do with yourself until then.
Did you guys feel like this? When did it actually stop feeling like you were faking it?